Thursday, April 21, 2005
This is what I heard:
I'm terrified of that voice. I know it's not true. It's lying to me.
It's all going to be OK.
I'm terrified of that voice. I know it's not true. It's lying to me.
Government of Canada = not worth five more seconds of my time.
If a re-election is called, I refuse to vote. I don't think I'm voting anymore. Call it irresponsible (I would have) - but now I understand. Youth don't vote because it all just doesn't work. Many are apathetic. Say it's the best system we have - but there are NO options as far as I can see.
I think there should be a voting option "no longer would like to be considered a citizen of Canada."
I know it's treason - but if they wanted to hang me, they'd have to call a stupid vote or something.
I need to learn reliance on self - and when self fails, on the people who I care about and trust. I'd hope they'd rely on me.
I don't want to rely on officials anymore.
Not really into being law-abiding anymore either.
Another vote - it hasn't even been long.
Listen to the ministers all chat sometime. They're a bunch of whiny first-graders. Angry, whiny, first-graders.
These people rule our lives. And the Conservatives want to rule more of our lives, and tell certain people how to live.
It's just not right. Please - let people make their own mistakes.
And if we must live by a democracy - at least give us options. There are NO options.
And somebody - please stop letting stupid politicians into politics. God.
I think there should be a voting option "no longer would like to be considered a citizen of Canada."
I know it's treason - but if they wanted to hang me, they'd have to call a stupid vote or something.
I need to learn reliance on self - and when self fails, on the people who I care about and trust. I'd hope they'd rely on me.
I don't want to rely on officials anymore.
Not really into being law-abiding anymore either.
Another vote - it hasn't even been long.
Listen to the ministers all chat sometime. They're a bunch of whiny first-graders. Angry, whiny, first-graders.
These people rule our lives. And the Conservatives want to rule more of our lives, and tell certain people how to live.
It's just not right. Please - let people make their own mistakes.
And if we must live by a democracy - at least give us options. There are NO options.
And somebody - please stop letting stupid politicians into politics. God.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Wha
Giving up on just about everything is exactly what I want to do.
And don't you DARE fault me for that - Damn society.
Who said that that's the wrong thing to want, anyway?
Thoreau discovered far more than any man when he STOPPED doing what people thought was right and respectable, and just did things the way he wanted to do them.
And now he's congratulated.
Idiots.
People who should shut the hell up: those who give out those super cheesy, false quotations (ie. "Follow your dreams and you can attain anything" -Somephonyasshole)
I should do exactly what I want to do after this - which is precisely nothing - for a very long time.
At least until fiction and reality are no longer so intensely blurred.
I'm not angry. I just really don't know what to think anymore.
And I'm tired - so tired - of the "civilized" world's resistance.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
oooo....
WHITE COLLARED SHIRT PART DEUX! (Last seen on Billy)
NEVERENDING CHEESINESS CONTINUES!!!
NEVERENDING CHEESINESS CONTINUES!!!
This is how I feel - every day.
I feel utterly disgusted - I mean, gut-wrenching, puke-tastically disgusted - with our civilization, as I see it, in the "urban west".
Nothing even triggered this - I'm just so sick of it. The infrastructure, cars, buildings, heating - and our utter dependence on it all to survive. We are so weak!
Most people don't even think about everything ELSE in their day. They don't consider the people suffering in the "third world". They're part of our world, too. Here in Canada, we depend on everything else in place to live. We don't even think about what founds our comfortable lifestyle. We aren't sick of it. And we care - we actually CARE about stupid things like fashion and nice houses and looking like models. We have never been made to know what anything else feels like.
I know that I won't like it - but I need to know these things.
I would argue that everybody who mentally separates us from other animals is forgetting reality.
And every time - EVERY time I spend superfluous money - I feel a horrible guilt. I can't control it. Someone put that together, someone made those products, for their meager salary. Someone depends on it to survive - and yet years ago - their farming techniques were enough.
What has happened to everyone? What has happened to our planet? It's just so out of control...
Nothing even triggered this - I'm just so sick of it. The infrastructure, cars, buildings, heating - and our utter dependence on it all to survive. We are so weak!
Most people don't even think about everything ELSE in their day. They don't consider the people suffering in the "third world". They're part of our world, too. Here in Canada, we depend on everything else in place to live. We don't even think about what founds our comfortable lifestyle. We aren't sick of it. And we care - we actually CARE about stupid things like fashion and nice houses and looking like models. We have never been made to know what anything else feels like.
I know that I won't like it - but I need to know these things.
I would argue that everybody who mentally separates us from other animals is forgetting reality.
And every time - EVERY time I spend superfluous money - I feel a horrible guilt. I can't control it. Someone put that together, someone made those products, for their meager salary. Someone depends on it to survive - and yet years ago - their farming techniques were enough.
What has happened to everyone? What has happened to our planet? It's just so out of control...
